Friday, December 7, 2018


Light has come into the world.
-John 3:19

 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; He is Christ the Lord. 
-Luke 2:11

Merry Christmas.
Jesus is the Savor of the World. 
Christmastime is a Beautiful time as we celebrate the Birth of Christ. 

"Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and bear a Son, and they shall call His name Immanuel, " which is translated, "God with us".
- Matthew 1:23

As I personally reflect on this Christmas Season, I can't help to think of how much Jesus has done for me and for you. In Romans 5:8 it says, But God demonstrates His own Love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Wow! Just Wow! When I think of how much Love Jesus has for us all to die for us it's beyond understanding. You see for me, to live is to die, like literally for Him. When I think of how He rescued me and saved me from myself with His relentless Love, I just can't help to live for Him and to give Him my everything. If you knew of someone that literally rescued you wouldn't you spend the rest of your life by their side; 
sharing, giving thanks and eager to tell everyone? 
And more importantly Loving them with all you got?
Well that's me. It's something I got to do.

If you didn't know Jesus really died for you. 
If you didn't know Jesus  really is the Son of God.
If you didn't know Jesus thinks your Beautiful.
If you didn't know Jesus thinks your Valuable.
If you didn't know Jesus thinks your Worthy.
If you didn't know Jesus thinks your Enough.
Jesus Loves you like mad crazy, for real He does.

During this Christmas Season remember what it is all about, Jesus. 
Getting to hang out with your family, friends or even on your bunk with your bunkie :) 
is special, but don't forget what it's all about. 


LOVE came down for us.

If you have never accepted Jesus to be your Lord and Savior, now is a perfect time. The Bible tells us that Today is the day of Salvation. This is a gift for you this Christmas, SALVATION. Literally all you have to do is bow your head, get on your knees, whatever works for you and ask Jesus to come into your heart. Believe with your heart that He is the Son of God (which He is, promise you by The Word of God), tell Him your sorry for your sins, and ask Him to wash you clean and that you Love Him. That you what to live for Him the rest of your days. Do this by faith. Do this from your heart. It's that simple and Jesus will come into your heart and your new life will begin with Him. 
I am so happy for you all... Heaven is rejoicing that you have accepted Jesus in your heart.
Welcome to the Family of God.

Jesus, you are the King, the King of my heart.
You are the King of Kings and The Lord of Lords and 
I Love You sooooooo much! Happy Birthday :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Happy November

November is known as the month that we give thanks and reflect on what we are thankful for.  As we take that time to reflect, lets remember that no matter what we go through we can always give thanks. 

God Loves us all so much. 
His Love endures Forever. 
He is always worthy of our praise. 
He is always with us.

Have a Beautiful and Blessed Thanksgiving. 

You are Loved.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Jesus is Calling

Happy October! My prayer is that you guys are super blessed in every way possible. 
Just a quick note letting you know that you are Loved. Seriously are! Life has been crazy and it seems like everything is sideways, and that can cause pain, tears and heartaches. But let me be the one to tell you that what you are going through Jesus is with you...and Oh how He loves you so much! Like BIG Love. You might not see Him, or even feel Him at times, but trust me He is with you. We all go through different seasons from smiles to sorrows and everything in between. Even so...He is with you! Trust me if you can see how special you are, how He died for you, then you would know without a doubt He Loves you! So no worries...please don't worry...cast your cares on the Lord, why? Because He Loves you and He will see you through. You might be sitting around all kinds of evil or decisions wondering where will I go when I'm released?! Give it ALL to God! Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He will direct your steps. The pain you are feeling isn't nothing in comparison to the joy that is coming. People will let you down, they will hurt you, they will let go, but Jesus will never let you go. He Loves you so no matter what. 

If you've never given your heart to is the day of Salvation..right where your at you can simply pray by telling Jesus you believe in Him, that your sorry for all the bad things you've done and to forgive you..ask Him to come into your heart and that you want to live for Him. He has been waiting for do it. There isn't anything more important in your life than making this decision..and besides you will get to spend eternity with Him in Heaven! 

Life is going to be hard, and other times not so hard, but by putting your Love and life into a relationship with Jesus it will be amazingly awesome! 
Let go..and give your life to Jesus and why not?..He did died for you. 

For me I will live for Him because He Loves me and literally died for me even when I was sinner..what relentless Love! 

You are bountifully beautiful, worthy, enough and smile and embrace Jesus..
He is waiting.

In closing if your life is sideways or upside down, just know it doesn't matter..come as you are..broken, blessed, beautiful and everything in between..
Just come!

Friday, September 7, 2018

The Piece

Love Never Fails
1 Corinthians 13.8

Have you ever did a puzzle? 
Like have you ever did one and towards the end you were like where is the last piece? 
Oh wow...its missing! 

The puzzle although beautiful in it's own way, it's not complete. How do you find that piece? Obviously if you were actually doing a puzzle you would either 
leave it that way or return it for the same puzzle with all the pieces. 
But I'm talking about you, when you feel that a piece is missing in you what do you do?
Let me save you a whole lot of time by telling you that piece is found in Jesus. It's not found in anything but Him. I believe when we fully surrender our lives to Jesus and make Him not just Savior but Lord we find that piece. It is in Him. That piece is Jesus...True crazy Love. He becomes your First Love. When we are filled with Jesus Love we can pour that into others hence fulfilling what Jesus Himself spoke in Matthew 22 37 to Love God and others. 
Are you praying to meet someone in your pursuit to Love God? 

Do it with fearless faith.

He will direct your path to meet that beautiful person who He created you to be with. With selfless faith God will call you to step up to the call, but don't give up because what He calls He equips. 
True Love never ends... endures through it all and never fails. 

Some of you will be walking back into the free world after many years, it's so important to keep your mind on things above, and keep it set. You must at all cost put God first in everything. Oh how Jesus Loves you and wants the best for your life. He is madly in Love with crazy Love. You are so incredibly special to Him and you matter. God's best will Love you unconditionally, be true to you, and will never give up on you. Like never Ever. They will draw you closer to Jesus, so wait...
wait on the one who will Love you Forever. 

Wait on The Lord, He will show you 
beyond beautiful things 
through His amazing Grace. 
Your going to make it.
 I Believe in you. 

And Jesus is gonna Love til you Believe.

Tuesday, August 7, 2018

So So Sweetly Broken

O Lord God you satisfy my soul. In you I have found peace, joy and your true Love. You take me to places unknown within the depths of my heart and I rejoice with tears. 

I am so so sweetly broken. 

I will speak of your goodness all the days of my life. 
I Love you God more than I know how to express.
I know that you will see me through all the pain in all your beautiful ways and 

I so trust you.  
I am thankful.

Thank you Jesus for dying for me,  so I can live. No matter what comes my way, I know your Love. My desires will always be to bring you glory, and I pray that you use my life for that.  I will share your Grace, your Mercy and most importantly your Love with others all the days of my life. You are my everything and until I am called home to see you face to face, I will give you everything I have. To lay me down, and do whatever you call me to. 

Oh Jesus, I Love you SO SO MUCH and thank you. 

I write this because some of you know the life changes that have taken place in my life in the last year or so. I just needed to share that no matter what you go through that God is with you. God is crazy in Love with you and He will see you through whatever storms you go through in this life. I am living proof that He can even Love someone like me. But the crazy thing He Loves us all, no matter what. So whatever you are going through today, or facing, I want you to know that not only God Loves you, but He has great plans for your life. 

Never Give Up!

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Love You Jesus

Today I was blessed to see sky writing in my back yard. 
I captured the above picture and it was beyond beautiful. 
I just want to say I Love You Jesus and thank you for everything.
I am yours forever.

Thursday, June 7, 2018

Surrender40 Ministries

Ecclesiastes 3.14
I know that whatever God does, It shall be forever.

Hey Guys..Trachena here. Just as quick update to let you know that Pink Love Ministries has been taking on all the outreaches that Surrender40 had been doing for years. It's been 6 months since I've posted anything about Surrender40, but many changes have happened in the seen and unseen. Yet there is still more to come. 

On Christmas Eve 2008 at Calvary Kendall God had spoke to my heart and gave me the name Surrender40 and said "feed my sheep". As many of you know since that time it's been all about Jesus and serving others in Love. One thing I never could fully answer to everyone that would asked me, "What does "Surrender40" mean? Over the years I've thought what it could mean, I've asked, I've prayed, but it wasn't until last year I heard someone speak on the meaning of the number 40. After that I did some research and sought God and He showed and confirmed the reasons to me. Although there are many reasons, it's about times of testing. We all will have those times, we don't have to be homeless, sick in a hospital or even in prison. We can simply be overwhelmed by all the things that life throws at us. God showed me in recent days through another that regardless of our circumstances we must surrender to really live out the life God has called us to. His plans are best. His Love fails not. His ways are perfect. I am thankful for the all God has done over the last 9.5 years. I want to personally thank everyone who stepped up and was the hands and feet of Jesus in helping. Many lives have been touched for His glory. I'm so overwhelmed with gratitude.  

The final chapter of Surrender40 will soon come to an end and a new name and vision will be birthed. He makes all things beautiful in His time. I will come to you again by the end of the year. In the meantime, Pink Love will continue reaching out in whatever areas God calls. 

In closing, wherever you find yourself today in confinement or just hangin out with your bunky, my prayer is that you would surrender to Jesus. It is only in Jesus you will find Freedom, Love, Peace, Joy and complete fullness in your life. 
I love you guys and I'm thankful for you. 
You are treasured and Loved beyond any words I could express. 

Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Him always. 
And if nobody told you today...
You are Beautiful.